Feb 9, 2010

传道书之旅

传道书,是我第二次阅读的一本书,第一次是透过叶牧师的带领之下认识里面的真理,深奥既带有深重的意义。第二次课要靠自己去查询咯。。
让我影响深刻的事,所罗门的确发现这世界是充满冲突与矛盾,对人来说这可以成为人拒绝耶稣的把柄,反正神所造的世界有冲突有矛盾叻。。但所罗门却用这些矛盾来告诉我们如何正视生命中的问题,并仍然持守信仰。因为今世并不尽是我们所看到的那样,然而即使在今世,我们也不应论断神,因我们并不能知晓万事。神的计划是要我们永远与他同活。所以,我们要按这永恒的价值观生活,认知并且认识到有一天所有的矛盾会由这位创造主亲自解决,那时一切矛盾将会被揭晓。

Feb 3, 2010

Today lecturer required us to write an essay..according to what he said, university students are not good in writing, so he wants to polished us the writing skill before entering to our working field.. What he said is not wrong, even me myself disagree that my writing skill can be exposed to this competition world.. I remembered uncle Edward was trying to help me in this by giving me a stack of "Reader Digest"..but end up with accumulating dust on my book rack..sigh,what a sad thing.. Usually i will prefer Chinese writing during blogging,but since i am learning and improving.. Hope this is a good corner to touch up my skill.. At least what i wrote here xin ying manage to understand..:p..

How am i going to describe these two days feeling? Is kinda complicated..knowing too much never be good, we even felt helpless sometimes when knowing the truth.. It does not help much in solving the problem somehow will feel uncomfortable.. "Heartsick".. Too bad..:(
I was pondering what kind of person am i? because all this while i never thought i could be a complex minded person.. simple minded, trust people easily (which is my big weakness), straight forward...am i really the person as they describing?

Anyhow,this is a final semester of my university life.. there is no more school life i swear after this semester because i am so sick of exam,exam and exam... Btw,tomorrow is my exam!! :s
Preparation should in the process and yet i am sitting in front of my laptop and start writing here.. maybe i should stop here and back to my bed to charge up for tomorrow..
"Dear Lord,grant me wisdom and let me have a clear mind of what i have studied..Pray that i manage to answer the tricky questions during my exam( of course including all the simple questions, ish..make silly mistakes very often)..:) In Jesus precious name, Amen.