Great 21st birthday..

Yes,there are stories to be continue..thanks God for giving me such great 21st birthday.. For me,the most meaningful present i ever received is an advise from my beloved Uncle Edward. "Responsibily" after step in 21 years old,teenagehood got to say Goodbye with me and me got to start welcoming adulthood entering my higher stage of life. Thats an another new life that i have to go through and start experiencing new thing in this stage.

Im sure it is not easy at all because of the word "responsibility". Responsible with God,family,friends and of course myself..whatever i do,i need to bear the responsibility and the consequences. Decision maker,right or wrong?..fail or success?..Path that i need to walk,right or left?..everything is up to me!! i remembered last time when i was a teenager,everything have to refered to mum and dad,they say NO means NO,YES means YES! No arguement. On that time,i was thinking how good if i can decide everything for myself,dont need any references from anyone..but i overlooked that every decisions have their own consequences. Good or sad ending is depending on the very first decision we make.

Entering 21st i got to learn this homework,is time to make reflection on my past and start planning for my future. Set a goal for myself to achieve. What should i do next? Fortunately,there are always a HOPE waiting us. i know no matter how,the most reliable person i need to depend is God. Maybe this is the stage can enhance the relationship between me and God. Who knows? haha...

Anyway,i really apreciated my friends and cousins willing to celebrate my "big day" with me. Thats a big big surprise from u guys that make me touched.

specially for:
"Dar..i know you are trying hard to make me happy,dont feel discourage with my words yesterday,im SORRY if it hurted you. :) I truely love everything you prepared for me,though you are not a romantic person,but whoever you are,I Love you with your everything. "

..........:)

Wondering why i have time sitting in front the PC and start writing blog? Thats why..no where to go,thats the only choice..stay at the computer lab and surfing the net.. Sometimes im envy those people say "lets go home and have a short nap!" hmp..is quite imposible for me to travel all way home to take a short nap then come back to uni again,everyone know we are staying slightly far from uni..its took us half an hour by walking back man!! but there are sometimes we need to struggling whether go home or stay when there are a few hours to spend for nothing?

Haiz,forget about this matter,lets talk about my puppy "Ah Bui"..haha,i knew this name is kinda odd but its representing her identity..i discovered it is fun to have a puppy but sometimes we need to make alot of sacrifices on her too..just like taking care a baby,need to put responsibilities on her in every aspects. Your mood will directly influenced by her whether sad or happy??.. But it is worth enough when the moment we see she growing up healthily..she knows how to stand and jump with her only two months year old,thats so amazed me when i saw it..haha,so cute!!

Oh ya,just to remind myself my 21th birthday just around the corner,have to say goodbye to my 20th years old life..haha..i dont dare to expect how my 21th birthday going to be? Chinese say 21st birthday is the "biggest day" for each and everyone,finally my "biggest day" coming but i feel there is nothing differents compare with previous birthday ah,maybe i havent gone through so cant conclude that early! Lolz.. This is the 2nd year i didn't celebrate birthday with my family,kinda sad but i really tak sangka my last year birthday was one of my memorable birthday. i thought that: this will be my lonely birthday for 2007,surprisingly..thats not lonely at all..thanks all of my uni friends and a old friend spent time and $$ on me,i really appreciate it.:) So how will my 21st birthday be? the story will be updated after 4th of august lor..because no one knows about it. haha...but 1 fact will never change is im getting older,what is my life goal that i need to achieve? Im still looking for it..

Lets sing a birthday song for myself first before receiving others wan. Lolz..
Happy birthday to Me
Happy birthday to Me
Happy birthday to Me
Happy birthday to .......Me :)

3rd Semester..

Welcome to my 3rd sem,thats some changes in this new sem because from this sem onward, no more chances to sleep late,runninf to class at the very last minute,friends yelling here and there,homework copy everywhere.. wonder why this will happen in the previous sem? coz we are staying in the same college,so in this situation allow us to do so.. but from this sem,everyone have moved out to different places,KMR cafe lost we this old and loyal customers.. The biggest problem is i need to walk to uni everyday and it takes 30 minutes for the journey..wao,thats so tiring man!! What to do? thats our decision.. We got to bear the consequences lor..hmp..
Just like what my housemate say..new semester but old life still going on.. there is nothing different compares to my last few sem except few items i mention above.. Oh Lord,i left 4 more sems to go..i am looking for some changes in my uni life so that this will be my memorable time i ever have in my life.. otherwise this 3 years uni life will just a boring and tasteless life for me.. so wasted!!!

July...

july has started..
semester break have ended..
xin ying birthday has overed..
darling struggling in his mid term test..
my birthday coming..
cg entering 2nd month..
moved to serdang new house..
heavy burden in paying rental..
PTPTN minimize our pocket $$..
forced to join course ball night with 60 bugs..
busy with plenty of works & responsibilities..
havent collect 30 hrs famine donation..
dunno what lecturer talking about..
meet up with corina lee at midvalley..
dao dao has passed away...:(
getting new adoption..
spend 30 mins walk to uni everyday..
growing fat after eating too much..

thats life..choose to live happily or with alot of worries?? is in your hand to determine.

August Baby..

AUGUST BABY ---------------

outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. no self control. kind hearted. selfconfident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. easy to get along with and talk to. has an 'everything's peachy' attitude. likes talking and singing. loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hatesnot being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be loved. hates studying. in need of 'that someone'.longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld orrestricted. lives by 'no pain no gain' caring.always a suspect. playful. mysterious. 'charming' or 'beautiful' to everyone. stubborn. curious. independent. strong willed. a fighter.

学不完的功课

学不完的功课
时间越长让我越模糊怎样把它学好
越想要把它学好
就会越糟糕，越把事情搞砸
尽力了
也累了
休息吧
为了走更长远的路
简单点
也许会更好

dao dao...

manja dao dao..:)

无助的时候..

当人面临无助的时候
会是怎样的呢?

豆豆今天又恶化了..
医生证实了它的状况
的确是得了我们一直很担心的病毒
逼不得已的情况下
它必须留院观察..
看到它那么辛苦的和病魔争战
身为它主人的我们真的很无助
唯一只能做的事..
就是为它祷告而已..

主耶稣,我相信医治在于你..
求你怜悯的手来医治豆豆..
虽然它只是一只小狗
但我们真的不想失去它
虽然很多负面的新闻
但我决定相信你..
奉主耶稣名祈求,阿门...

有时候我在想..
如果我们没有买下豆豆
他的下场会是怎样呢?
会不会有人和我们一样
那么的疼惜它,照顾它?
豆豆的存在让我领悟到很多东西
同时也学习很多事情...
虽然只是那几天..
但是感觉和她相处蛮久似的..

至于他呢...
哼...讨厌!!!
臭人..........!!!
我想..他也许比我还担心,无助吧..
因为他比任何人还疼惜豆豆
他细心的照顾,温柔的对待
搞到我也差点吃豆豆的醋了
真是考验我们的感情...

对不起....
我知道我的任性增添了你的烦恼
给点时间我适应,
我希望我可以做得更好..
因为我也在乎豆豆..
更在乎你...
sorry...:(

希望下次再写部落格得时候
豆豆已经完全康复了。。阿门！！

worry..

dou dou is sick..
no longer active and running here and there
so sad watching her so suffer
got injection somemore yesterday..
haiz,m i dunno how to take care a puppy?
should she belong to us?
hmp..im wondering..
Father God,pray that you heal dou dou,
so that she can recover very soon,
and back to last time..
cute,active,naughty...amen!

离别

时间已做了选择 什么人叫做朋友
偶而碰头心情却能一点就通
因为我们曾有过 理想类似的生活
太多感受绝非三言两语能形容
可能有时我们顾虑太多
太多决定需要我们去选择
担心会犯错 难免会受挫
幸好一路上有你陪我
与你分享的快乐胜过独自拥有
至今我仍深深感动
好友如同一扇窗 能让视野不同
与你分享的快乐胜过独自拥有
至今我仍深深感动
好友如同一扇门 让世界(变)开阔

朋友..谢谢你的存在让我的生命增添了不少故事..
thanks for being part of my life ying,thanks God for giving you as my good friend..and i will keep this sweet memories between us forever and ever..:)

原点

擁抱的時候 心情有點痛
也許提早感受到寂寞
離開的時候 只聽見沉默
除了沉默我還能怎麼做選擇
別對我抱歉 別總覺得對我虧欠
現在他在妳的身邊 就對他好一點
不要再讓你們的愛敗給了時間
既然遇見了永遠 就不要說再見
不要再讓你們的愛輸給了永遠
我們曾經過那麼多考驗
最後還是回到了原點
總有那一天 相遇的瞬間
確定那些冷漠的從前 已走遠
別對我抱歉 別總覺得對我虧欠
現在誰在妳的身邊 就對誰好一點
我應該 就走開 就算感情還在
我應該 就放開 對他不再依賴
忘了曾有過的片段 這是屬於你們的未來
不要看到你們的愛敗給了時間
我寧願選擇離別 沒有一句怨言
直到你能若無其事聊起了從前
我才發現彼此都了解 默契是最寶貴的語言

决定

一个人的决定
往往决定了他的一生
只在乎什么决定
对的,错的..
在我的生命里
决定常常掌握在我手中
因为我是一个做决定的人
而我也从来不怕做决定
但人生总会有起起伏伏
恐怕这次由不得我来做决定了
很多时候真的很想随心所欲的做些东西
不想去顾虑那么多
但事情的发生是不允许我那么任性
那么不顾后果的
can i bear the consequences after i being like that?
我不停地问自己

神啊,当事情发生时
你在哪里呢?
你会为我预备的..对吧?
我想我什么都不用做吧
唯有等候咯..
等时间过咯..
希望我所等候的结局
会是美丽的..