一对情侣要怎样才称得上适合呢？
论性格，背景，学识还是论信仰？
虽然最近在烦着很多问题
但我觉得这是我最放心的事
因为我知道我的精神支柱是从哪里来
"谢谢你听了我不少的埋怨
可能极度的不爽，甚至厌烦
可是你的耳朵还是愿意打开
继续听我再三的怨言
哈哈。。雨过天晴了
（虽然是暂时性的）
但还是无比的快乐
因为有你，让我活得更精彩
（当然包含甜酸苦辣）:p"
Mar 19, 2009
Mar 17, 2009
依靠原来需要很大的勇气
内心的痛苦不懂如何表达
但深知道有个寄托在天上
很多的埋怨解决不了什么
只会令身边的人更烦
但脑袋知道这一切有什么用
心里还是那么的不安
这些烦人的问题
几时才要彻彻底底的离开我呢
明天是个茫然的一天
因为我不知道如何面对它
可是心里一直要我放开
脑袋却留着一份执著
做人你说难不难？
神啊，你说。。
人的尽头是你的开始
那明天就交给你咯
因为孩子我真得很无助了
唯有可以依靠你了。。
原来依靠是需要那么大的勇气
但深知道有个寄托在天上
很多的埋怨解决不了什么
只会令身边的人更烦
但脑袋知道这一切有什么用
心里还是那么的不安
这些烦人的问题
几时才要彻彻底底的离开我呢
明天是个茫然的一天
因为我不知道如何面对它
可是心里一直要我放开
脑袋却留着一份执著
做人你说难不难？
神啊，你说。。
人的尽头是你的开始
那明天就交给你咯
因为孩子我真得很无助了
唯有可以依靠你了。。
原来依靠是需要那么大的勇气
Mar 11, 2009
whats call friend??
If want me recall my uni life in the future,
i will only say uni life meant nothing to me..
UPM is just a exam culture uni and there are nothing special else..
people will say friends is the most precious thing wherever u go,
but i encounter is truely hard to find a friend called friend..
because there are too many categories of friends..
In my life,i see friendship as most important thing but now,
is really disappointed me..
Haiz,what can i do...
我唯一可以做的就是行尸走肉的过我每一天上课的日子，
然后等待我所期待的周末,过回我正常的生活。
我对大学已经没有什么期待了，
因为它并不如我以前所憧憬的大学生活了。。
i will only say uni life meant nothing to me..
UPM is just a exam culture uni and there are nothing special else..
people will say friends is the most precious thing wherever u go,
but i encounter is truely hard to find a friend called friend..
because there are too many categories of friends..
In my life,i see friendship as most important thing but now,
is really disappointed me..
Haiz,what can i do...
我唯一可以做的就是行尸走肉的过我每一天上课的日子，
然后等待我所期待的周末,过回我正常的生活。
我对大学已经没有什么期待了，
因为它并不如我以前所憧憬的大学生活了。。
Aug 4, 2008
Great 21st birthday..
Yes,there are stories to be continue..thanks God for giving me such great 21st birthday.. For me,the most meaningful present i ever received is an advise from my beloved Uncle Edward. "Responsibily" after step in 21 years old,teenagehood got to say Goodbye with me and me got to start welcoming adulthood entering my higher stage of life. Thats an another new life that i have to go through and start experiencing new thing in this stage.
Im sure it is not easy at all because of the word "responsibility". Responsible with God,family,friends and of course myself..whatever i do,i need to bear the responsibility and the consequences. Decision maker,right or wrong?..fail or success?..Path that i need to walk,right or left?..everything is up to me!! i remembered last time when i was a teenager,everything have to refered to mum and dad,they say NO means NO,YES means YES! No arguement. On that time,i was thinking how good if i can decide everything for myself,dont need any references from anyone..but i overlooked that every decisions have their own consequences. Good or sad ending is depending on the very first decision we make.
Entering 21st i got to learn this homework,is time to make reflection on my past and start planning for my future. Set a goal for myself to achieve. What should i do next? Fortunately,there are always a HOPE waiting us. i know no matter how,the most reliable person i need to depend is God. Maybe this is the stage can enhance the relationship between me and God. Who knows? haha...
Anyway,i really apreciated my friends and cousins willing to celebrate my "big day" with me. Thats a big big surprise from u guys that make me touched.
specially for:
"Dar..i know you are trying hard to make me happy,dont feel discourage with my words yesterday,im SORRY if it hurted you. :) I truely love everything you prepared for me,though you are not a romantic person,but whoever you are,I Love you with your everything. "
Im sure it is not easy at all because of the word "responsibility". Responsible with God,family,friends and of course myself..whatever i do,i need to bear the responsibility and the consequences. Decision maker,right or wrong?..fail or success?..Path that i need to walk,right or left?..everything is up to me!! i remembered last time when i was a teenager,everything have to refered to mum and dad,they say NO means NO,YES means YES! No arguement. On that time,i was thinking how good if i can decide everything for myself,dont need any references from anyone..but i overlooked that every decisions have their own consequences. Good or sad ending is depending on the very first decision we make.
Entering 21st i got to learn this homework,is time to make reflection on my past and start planning for my future. Set a goal for myself to achieve. What should i do next? Fortunately,there are always a HOPE waiting us. i know no matter how,the most reliable person i need to depend is God. Maybe this is the stage can enhance the relationship between me and God. Who knows? haha...
Anyway,i really apreciated my friends and cousins willing to celebrate my "big day" with me. Thats a big big surprise from u guys that make me touched.
specially for:
"Dar..i know you are trying hard to make me happy,dont feel discourage with my words yesterday,im SORRY if it hurted you. :) I truely love everything you prepared for me,though you are not a romantic person,but whoever you are,I Love you with your everything. "
Jul 28, 2008
..........:)
Wondering why i have time sitting in front the PC and start writing blog? Thats why..no where to go,thats the only choice..stay at the computer lab and surfing the net.. Sometimes im envy those people say "lets go home and have a short nap!" hmp..is quite imposible for me to travel all way home to take a short nap then come back to uni again,everyone know we are staying slightly far from uni..its took us half an hour by walking back man!! but there are sometimes we need to struggling whether go home or stay when there are a few hours to spend for nothing?
Haiz,forget about this matter,lets talk about my puppy "Ah Bui"..haha,i knew this name is kinda odd but its representing her identity..i discovered it is fun to have a puppy but sometimes we need to make alot of sacrifices on her too..just like taking care a baby,need to put responsibilities on her in every aspects. Your mood will directly influenced by her whether sad or happy??.. But it is worth enough when the moment we see she growing up healthily..she knows how to stand and jump with her only two months year old,thats so amazed me when i saw it..haha,so cute!!
Oh ya,just to remind myself my 21th birthday just around the corner,have to say goodbye to my 20th years old life..haha..i dont dare to expect how my 21th birthday going to be? Chinese say 21st birthday is the "biggest day" for each and everyone,finally my "biggest day" coming but i feel there is nothing differents compare with previous birthday ah,maybe i havent gone through so cant conclude that early! Lolz.. This is the 2nd year i didn't celebrate birthday with my family,kinda sad but i really tak sangka my last year birthday was one of my memorable birthday. i thought that: this will be my lonely birthday for 2007,surprisingly..thats not lonely at all..thanks all of my uni friends and a old friend spent time and $$ on me,i really appreciate it.:) So how will my 21st birthday be? the story will be updated after 4th of august lor..because no one knows about it. haha...but 1 fact will never change is im getting older,what is my life goal that i need to achieve? Im still looking for it..
Lets sing a birthday song for myself first before receiving others wan. Lolz..
Happy birthday to Me
Happy birthday to Me
Happy birthday to Me
Happy birthday to .......Me :)
Haiz,forget about this matter,lets talk about my puppy "Ah Bui"..haha,i knew this name is kinda odd but its representing her identity..i discovered it is fun to have a puppy but sometimes we need to make alot of sacrifices on her too..just like taking care a baby,need to put responsibilities on her in every aspects. Your mood will directly influenced by her whether sad or happy??.. But it is worth enough when the moment we see she growing up healthily..she knows how to stand and jump with her only two months year old,thats so amazed me when i saw it..haha,so cute!!
Oh ya,just to remind myself my 21th birthday just around the corner,have to say goodbye to my 20th years old life..haha..i dont dare to expect how my 21th birthday going to be? Chinese say 21st birthday is the "biggest day" for each and everyone,finally my "biggest day" coming but i feel there is nothing differents compare with previous birthday ah,maybe i havent gone through so cant conclude that early! Lolz.. This is the 2nd year i didn't celebrate birthday with my family,kinda sad but i really tak sangka my last year birthday was one of my memorable birthday. i thought that: this will be my lonely birthday for 2007,surprisingly..thats not lonely at all..thanks all of my uni friends and a old friend spent time and $$ on me,i really appreciate it.:) So how will my 21st birthday be? the story will be updated after 4th of august lor..because no one knows about it. haha...but 1 fact will never change is im getting older,what is my life goal that i need to achieve? Im still looking for it..
Lets sing a birthday song for myself first before receiving others wan. Lolz..
Happy birthday to Me
Happy birthday to Me
Happy birthday to Me
Happy birthday to .......Me :)
Jul 27, 2008
3rd Semester..
Welcome to my 3rd sem,thats some changes in this new sem because from this sem onward, no more chances to sleep late,runninf to class at the very last minute,friends yelling here and there,homework copy everywhere.. wonder why this will happen in the previous sem? coz we are staying in the same college,so in this situation allow us to do so.. but from this sem,everyone have moved out to different places,KMR cafe lost we this old and loyal customers.. The biggest problem is i need to walk to uni everyday and it takes 30 minutes for the journey..wao,thats so tiring man!! What to do? thats our decision.. We got to bear the consequences lor..hmp..
Just like what my housemate say..new semester but old life still going on.. there is nothing different compares to my last few sem except few items i mention above.. Oh Lord,i left 4 more sems to go..i am looking for some changes in my uni life so that this will be my memorable time i ever have in my life.. otherwise this 3 years uni life will just a boring and tasteless life for me.. so wasted!!!
Just like what my housemate say..new semester but old life still going on.. there is nothing different compares to my last few sem except few items i mention above.. Oh Lord,i left 4 more sems to go..i am looking for some changes in my uni life so that this will be my memorable time i ever have in my life.. otherwise this 3 years uni life will just a boring and tasteless life for me.. so wasted!!!
Jul 17, 2008
July...
july has started..
semester break have ended..
xin ying birthday has overed..
darling struggling in his mid term test..
my birthday coming..
cg entering 2nd month..
moved to serdang new house..
heavy burden in paying rental..
PTPTN minimize our pocket $$..
forced to join course ball night with 60 bugs..
busy with plenty of works & responsibilities..
havent collect 30 hrs famine donation..
dunno what lecturer talking about..
meet up with corina lee at midvalley..
dao dao has passed away...:(
getting new adoption..
spend 30 mins walk to uni everyday..
growing fat after eating too much..
thats life..choose to live happily or with alot of worries?? is in your hand to determine.
semester break have ended..
xin ying birthday has overed..
darling struggling in his mid term test..
my birthday coming..
cg entering 2nd month..
moved to serdang new house..
heavy burden in paying rental..
PTPTN minimize our pocket $$..
forced to join course ball night with 60 bugs..
busy with plenty of works & responsibilities..
havent collect 30 hrs famine donation..
dunno what lecturer talking about..
meet up with corina lee at midvalley..
dao dao has passed away...:(
getting new adoption..
spend 30 mins walk to uni everyday..
growing fat after eating too much..
thats life..choose to live happily or with alot of worries?? is in your hand to determine.
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