Yes,there are stories to be continue..thanks God for giving me such great 21st birthday.. For me,the most meaningful present i ever received is an advise from my beloved Uncle Edward. "Responsibily" after step in 21 years old,teenagehood got to say Goodbye with me and me got to start welcoming adulthood entering my higher stage of life. Thats an another new life that i have to go through and start experiencing new thing in this stage.
Im sure it is not easy at all because of the word "
responsibility". Responsible with God,family,friends and of course myself..whatever i do,i need to bear the responsibility and the consequences. Decision maker,right or wrong?..fail or success?..Path that i need to walk,right or left?..everything is up to me!! i remembered last time when i was a teenager,everything have to refered to mum and dad,they say NO means NO,YES means YES! No arguement. On that time,i was thinking how good if i can decide everything for myself,dont need any references from anyone..but i overlooked that every decisions have their own consequences. Good or sad ending is depending on the very first decision we make.
Entering 21st i got to learn this homework,is time to make reflection on my past and start planning for my future. Set a goal for myself to achieve. What should i do next? Fortunately,there are always a HOPE waiting us. i know no matter how,the most reliable person i need to depend is God. Maybe this is the stage can enhance the relationship between me and God. Who knows? haha...
Anyway,i really apreciated my friends and cousins willing to celebrate my "big day" with me. Thats a big big surprise from u guys that make me touched.
specially for:
"Dar..i know you are trying hard to make me happy,dont feel discourage with my words yesterday,im SORRY if it hurted you. :) I truely love everything you prepared for me,though you are not a romantic person,but whoever you are,I Love you with your everything. "
