在KL生活的第二个月

渐渐的，开始习惯了早起，塞车，无聊的工作，甚至有时没事情做到发霉的日子，也没呱呱叫了。。只是无言的度过每一天，以前的我决不允许这样的事，但如今事情几乎不在我控制中，只能默默承受。哭也哭过了，埋怨的日子厌倦了，消极的思想厌恶了，我不想再浪费我的每一天就让这些讨厌的东西来占据我的生活。从今以后，我要过得更好。。我一定要过得更丰盛。。

我好烦。。

主啊，我好烦。。怎么办？

工作不顺心，

爱情没惊喜，

金钱不够用，

家里的事也烦，

这些烦恼几时可以离开我？

救救我。。。。

The first Saturday in KL city

The first official saturday in KL city, not as easy as i think..attended a makeup course, end up with allergic with the makeup materials. Hopefully my face will turn back to normal soon. I do not want to spend up any cent because of this FREE course..=.=

Has been 4 days working in Huawei, the challenges was out of my expectation, a zero knowledge/experience accounting person titled as Senior Accounting Associate. My life gonna start entering an uncomfort zone, once cope it fast i might be the one bringing laptop back home continue working..quite a different experience. For now, i pray hard that God..release me from "freeness".. is torturing me instead.

Pray that everything gonna be alright..:)

Let go....

Oh gosh, why i got to go through all this stupid feeling when i am leaving some places? Especially with my close one, will end up like nobody even turns to someone i dislike? haih..kek sim..
Is a sign of leaving? Must i go through every SINGLE time? To make me leave easier, yet markable in my memory? Is time to LET GO....i know...learning...

Night~

夜深人静的晚上，我家的人竟然还没睡觉。刚刚冲完凉，顿时觉得自己精神多了。。最近总觉得自己怪怪的，空虚是来自于哪里？为什么时不时就来向我敲门？曾经看过部电影，说到空虚的恐怖性，人堕落往往是因为空虚。那我怎么办？以后回槟城遇到这样的状况怎么办呢？没有他在身边我真担心我会熬不过来。。不行，别把问题看得那么大，神是大过任何的问题，只要依靠他什么都能迎刃而解。懒了，动了整天脑筋现在想休息下，就在这里说晚安吧。。

Bad Mood..

Just feel bad mood right now after taking a "short" nap at 6 something. I have told myself try to control and not to lose ones temper on anybody. But very unfortunately mostly the victim will be someone close to me such as family or boyfriend. Ish, i know is very unfair and the appreciation upon them should be have more compare to outsiders..but human kind are very weird in managing their feeling, the more you close the more you will behave like nobody.. Don't you agree, and expert say this is behavior of a person when with the the closest one.. being yourself and to be truthful to them. For what i think, mostly truthful thing in me is more to negative, susah lah macam tu to be my closest one.. Lolz..

Adventurous Week

I had a bustling schedule throughout a week.. I was suppose to update this on last friday but with a couples of reasons i could not make it. Well, i managed to have my personal travel on my last friday by taking lunch alone which i not used to it and....i swear this is my very first time in my entire life, where i went for movie alone called "the valentine's day" which i suppose to watch with someone. I never do this before and my characteristic are not allow me to do that, for people who knew me, they know.. But Thanks Lord that i have overcome it..lolz.. Is kinda weird watching movie alone, sitting with the strangers, no ones to talk and share about the story, keep silent all the time which is one of the difficulties to me.. but is OK, cause i had my first experience on last friday and the date was 5 Mac 2010. Anyway, i have my great dinner at a very special restaurant named "the appartment" , which located at Damansara, Street of The Curve. Wonderful scene and i love the crowds over there. Unfortunately my dear choosy character make him unable to enjoy with the food he ordered.

Well, tonight was an adventurous night for me and Huey Li as well, why i say that? After , we are lost in The mines, unable to find our parking place and have been going around the shopping center without direction. What make us find the way is when a guard yelling on us and asked us where to go. Just imagine 2 girls lost in the shopping center and being guide by a stranger guard into a darkish place, fortunately it was the right place and manage to help us get back into the car. hoooh....Thanks God that i am safe to be home..:) but i told myself no 2nd time in The Mines. But one thing should be mention here is the reward after my public finance paper, "Nandos" the great dinner and wonderful sharing with Huey Li.